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Thursday, September 8, 2011

September 08: Factorial

Another pattern based challenge.

Factorial.


Finally.
A reason.
What I need.
I can move on.
I never wanted to stop.
Sometimes you have to wait.
I just want to keep going.
The path is becoming even more difficult.
But I made a pledge to finish this.
And now I see that there can be rewards.
They don’t always present themselves as tangible things to behold.
Sometime the prize is the completion of the journey.
The satisfaction from doing something that is worthwhile.
I see that may be my reward.
Or perhaps something else awaits me.
I will not falter here.
I will finish this.
You will read.
I write.
Finally.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

September 07: Fierce Loyalty

This was an interesting piece to write. I chose a very particular way to challenge myself in writing this piece. Like a puzzle, the challenge is hidden within the story itself. See if you can figure out what it is. Leave your guesses in the comments.

Fierce Loyalty


As long as I’m sitting here, I may as well tell you how it happened. Before you judge me it would be best if just try and put yourself in my shoes for minute. Couldn’t explain what led me to do what I did even if I tried. Don’t make any sense, really.
Everyone has a point where they break. Friends can become enemies as quickly as enemies can become friends. Good times can turn to bad in an instant. Here and there, like sunlight through roiling storm clouds, reason will shine down like a spotlight. I guess I just chose not to heed reason that day.
Jeremy and I had been camping up there on Stone Face Ridge just about every year since we were about twelve or so. Kids back then didn’t mind being outdoors or spending more than one or two nights without their parents in the next room. Likewise, we knew how to do stuff like build campfires, pitch a tent, or even set a snare to catch a rabbit or two to skin and eat later.
Most years we staged our camping trip over Labor Day weekend, even when we got older and we didn’t think like kids anymore, though we sometimes still acted that way. Nobody knew where we went because we never told anybody. Only Jeremy and I knew about the low-laying saddle between the western ridgelines up on Stone Face.
Pretty much every camping trip was the same every year, that is until this last year. Quite suddenly I realized this was to be our last trip ever. Really, there was no other choice.
See, Jeremy had brought his girlfriend up to ol’ Stone Face Ridge without so much as even considering the sanctity of an annual trip that had always belonged to just the two of us. This was an unforgivable breech of the very bond of brotherhood that we had sealed with a blood oath some fifteen years before around that very same campfire. Under the circumstances I’m sure you would have reacted in the same manner, more out of instinct than any sort of premeditated scheme.
Violence was never something I was very fond of, and I’m still not comfortable with the raw physical act of brutality that took possession of me at my very core.
Women scream at just about anything and Jeremy’s girlfriend was no exception, screaming from the time I grabbed her and tossed her over the eastern edge of the ridge all the way to the bottom where her screams just…stopped.
Xenophobia is what my therapist called it: an irrational fear of foreigners or strangers. You know, I think it’s more than that though.
Zealous loyalty…that’s what I’d call it.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

September 06: Whimsical Musings (A 100 Word Challenge)

I know I just did a 100 Word Challenge the other day, but I discovered a new challenge had been posted over at Velvet Verbosity's blog and I had to take the challenge. Also, I'm pretty out of it today so I thought I would try for something a little less intense.

Whimsical Musings (A 100 Word Challenge)



Sitting in a field of tall grasses swaying and whispering in the late summer breeze, she watches intently as the dragonflies dart to and fro in a seemingly haphazard manner following a path known only to them.
In her minds eye she is a miniscule fairy warrior mounted upon the back of her dragonfly mount, surrounded by her sisters and brothers and they keep watch over their mystical glade.
A cloud passes between the sun and the earth and momentarily shades the field in grey and she and her warrior kin brace for the coming army of Eldrich the Darque. 

Monday, September 5, 2011

September 05: Parting of the Ways

Just in the nick of time, a dialogue-only piece:

Parting of the Ways


“How long has it been, Icarus?”
“Why do you always ask me ‘how long has it been’?”
“You’re the one with the watch.”
“I know. Is only…you ask every few moments. I am getting tired of your voice asking me this.”
“Tell me how long it has been, Icarus, then I can know how much more until we can part ways forever.”
“It has been another fifteen minutes, Seven.”
“Fifteen more minutes should be sufficient.”
“This is what you said fifteen minutes ago. Is also what you said fifteen minutes before that.”
“I know. If I told you we had to wait one full hour you would have been even more impatient than now.”
“I will not miss you, Seven.”
“Nor I you, Icarus.”
“What will you do, when you are free?”
“Why the sudden interest in me, Icarus? Have you not thought about what you will do yourself once you are no longer a prisoner?”
“I just want to know where you are going to be so that I may be sure to always be halfway around the world from you.”
“Ha! That’s funny, Icarus. You should have let your funny side show sooner, perhaps we could have been friends all these years.”
“Not likely.”
“I am going to go first into Eastern Germany and there I will enjoy Oktoberfest one more time before I make my way to London.”
“What’s in London?”
“Three women I have not seen since before we were brought here.”
“Seven, you are quite the ladies man, eh?”
“Maybe when I was a younger man, Icarus. But no…I go to London to see my mother, my sister and, Sophia.”
“Ah, so you do have at least one lover waiting for you, no?”
“No, no. My wife died during the initial hostilities. But she left behind my beautiful daughter, Sophia. I can only hope that she will remember me after all these years.”
“I imagine so. I suspect it will take me at least twice as long as I’ve known you to forget you. I would wish it to be only half that, or less even.”
“What about you, Icarus? Where will you go? What will you do?”
“New York City. I have always dreamed of going to the United States of America. Even after the Second Civil War, she is still a proud country. I heard that once the War was over, they rebuilt New York City into twice the grandeur as before. And were there is grandeur, there is surely fortune to be had.”
“So you will seek your fortune, become an Aristocrat, will you?”
“Ha! Aristocrat indeed! I will find myself rich widow to seduce and I will be her bodyguard, her confidant, and even her lover. When I grow tired of her I will move on to the next widow. Surely there are plenty of rich widows to be found in a city such as this, no?”
“Surely.”
“Seven.”
“Yes, Icarus?”
“It’s been another fifteen minutes.”
“Let’s move. Open the door quietly.”
“Okay, it is open, but barely.”
“You must whisper, Icarus, or they will surely hear us in the tunnels.”
“Is this quiet enough for you?”
“Better.”
“Now what?”
“Let me put the nigh vision goggles on a moment.”
“Why couldn’t you get two pairs? This would have been so much easier.”
“Why? So you could take off in any direction and leave me stranded at the slightest sound in the tunnels? No thank you, Icarus.”
“You think me a coward?”
“I was jesting, Icarus. I nearly got caught nicking these.”
“Alright then, are you ready.”
“My God, man!”
“What?”
“You are even uglier in the green light of the night vision.”
“Screw you, Seven.”
“Let me get past you now. There…grab hold of my suspenders and follow me. Keep as quiet as you can.”
“Alright…let’s move.”
“We must continue down this old access tunnel until we can go no farther.”
“How much longer until we’re out of here?”
“About fifteen minutes.”
“Fifteen minutes or forty-five?”
“Fifteen minutes.”
“What happens when we can go no farther?”
“Why, Icarus, we fly of course.”
“I’m afraid to ask.”
“You’ll see.”
“Tell, me, Seven, why did you join the resistance in the first place?”
“I was a soldier in my youth. I left military service after six years, longer than most. But it was always in my veins, always a part of who I was. I tried to avoid the conflict, at first. But when I found what they had done to my wife, I could stay away no longer.”
“I never thought to ask you this before.”
“Close quarters and darkness tend to make one more vulnerable, more susceptible to speaking from the heart. It is a phenomenon I witnessed much in the Army when serving on graveyard guard duties.”
“But we have spent much time together over the past five years in both close quarters and darkness and, aside from hurling insults or fists at one another, we have never been close.”
“Icarus, do I detect a hint of remorse?”
“Is only, I wonder if maybe we could have been friends, if things were different.”
“I suppose that is possible. But we may never have had chance to cross paths had we not both been captured during the resistence.”
“I suppose not.”
“What of you, Icarus? Why did you join the fight?”
“I was caught stealing when I was seventeen. I was given a choice: have both of my hands cut off or join the military. I had plans for my hands that involved many young ladies, so I chose the military. Then the Coup started and I decided I didn’t like the choices the government was making for me, so I chose the resistence.”
“You chose well.”
“Seven, it’s been nearly fifteen minutes more.”
“And, see…we are here.”
“No…I don’t see. You have the night vision goggles.”
“Ah, yes. Feel here. This is a ladder.”
“Where does it go?”
“To our freedom. I will go and open the hatch.”
“How far up?”
“Only about three meters.”
“Is it safe?”
“That is why we waited so long. See, I am opening the hatch now.”
“Why is there so little light?”
“That is the moon, Icarus. Here, let me help you up.”
“Why must we go by night?”
“So you won’t fly too close to the sun and melt your wings, Icarus. Fly away now, my friend. We are free. May our paths ne’er cross again.”
“And good journeys to you. I hope I never see you again also.”
“Goodbye, Icarus.”
“Goodbye, Seven.” 

Sunday, September 4, 2011

September 04: Passers By

I sat down to write this story with less than two hours to go before my self-imposed deadline. I'm posting it with less than twenty minutes before the aforementioned deadline. I had a couple of false starts, but then this story started to build itself up out of the words as I formed them on the page. This feels like I could definitely flesh this out later into a bigger story, but for now enjoy today's short:

Passers By

I never pick up hitchhikers. I’ve seen too many late night movies and read too many Stephen King novels to trust anyone thumbing a ride alongside a deserted highway. It’s easier to pass them by if they look like the stereotypical hitchhiker: unkempt, road weary, dangerous. These are the guys who I figure are most likely to pull a gun or knife then force me to pull over to the side of the road where they’ll steal my money, my clothes and my car.
It’s the pretty girl hitchhikers that are hard to pass by, but they are even more dangerous. They’ll seduce you, leading you to believe you’re living out your own personal “Penthouse Letters” right before they steal your money, your clothes, your car and your dignity.
I don’t know what made me pull over that afternoon. I was heading home from work and had taken a slightly different, more rural route in order to avoid traffic. I was on a particularly long stretch of straightaway on which you can see for a couple miles, so I spotted her in the distance a couple minutes before I would pass her. I had already determined that I would keep on driving as per usual, when it started raining.
This was an unusual sudden microburst that seemingly appeared out of nowhere. By the time I actually reached the girl, she was absolutely soaked. I slowed down to avoid splashing her, though there was no way she could get any wetter. I glanced out the passenger window as I passed her by and she turned to look right at me.
Perhaps there was something forlorn in her gaze as she watched my pass, or perhaps there was a resigned defeat, but whatever it was, it was as if she were gazing right into my soul. Before I even knew what I was doing I had pulled my truck over to the side of the road. I watched as she jogged the twenty yards to the truck. She was dressed in torn jeans, black Converse, and was draped in an over-sized Army jacket. She had a canvas messenger bag slung over her shoulder and held it to her side as she ran.
I leaned over and pushed the passenger door open as she came around the side of the truck. She quickly jumped up and pulled the door closed behind her.
“Th-thanks.”
Her voice was soft and quiet, like she was afraid.
“Where you headed?”
“South.”
“I’m going as far as Hastings, about twenty miles south. You can catch probably catch a ride from there.”
I didn’t actually know if that was true or not. Hastings didn’t have a truck stop, bus stop, or anything else beyond a small coffee shop where she might find somebody willing to take her further.
I put the truck back into gear and continued on down the road. We drove for about five minutes in complete silence. I decided to maybe try some small talk.
“So…where you coming fro—.”
“I know your grandfather,” she suddenly blurted out.
“What?” My grandfather had passed away about five years earlier from natural causes. He’d spent five years prior to that living in an adult care home. I didn’t see any way that she could have known him.
“From Tender Care, the old folks home.”
Tender Care was the facility where my grandfather had spent his last few years.
“My…my grandma was a patient there about six years ago. She was pretty far gone and didn’t recognize anyone anymore, but I went once a week for two years just the same. Your grandfather was always in the cafeteria playing checkers by himself, so I started to play with him during my visits.”
“Hold on. How could you possibly know that was my grandfather? I just picked you up hitchhiking in the middle of nowhere and you have know idea who I am.”
“Jack told me all about you, Paul. You’re pretty much all he ever talked about. Well, you and the war. I think that’s why he remembered you so well, because you also were in the Army. He could remember his Army days as if they had just happened.”
“But how could you know it’s my grandfather?”
“You look just like him. And…”
She turned away and looked out the window suddenly. This somehow seemed worse than getting robbed by a stereotypical hitchhiker; this was downright bizarre. I was starting to get a little scared. I slammed on the brakes on the truck skidded to a stop in the middle of the road near a commercial farm.
“Who the hell are you? What is going on?”
“My name is Karen Batterson. Your grandfather Jack sent me to get you because he couldn’t come himself. You’ll understand so much more in just a few minutes. When you see my mother, tell her I’m sorry.”
I leaned over to grab this girl and try to physically shake some sense into her. I had no idea what she was even talking about. As I grabbed her arm, our whole world exploded into a violent kaleidoscope of violence and finality. I never saw the eighteen-wheeler that smashed into my truck at sixty miles an hour. I never saw what happened to the girl, Karen, or even to myself. I had a brief glimpse of my truck, as if seen from a high vantage point, slanted across the intersection where it had skidded to a stop when I slammed on the brakes.
I watched in detached slow motion as the eighteen-wheeler hit the truck and it exploded into a billion shards of metal and plastic that erupted into a fireball as the gas tank exploded. Then everything faded to black.
After what seemed like only a few moments, I found myself sitting in a crowded diner. I had a steaming cup of coffee in front of me. A sign above the counter declared this the “Best Little Diner Outside of Oklahoma City”. A woman in her mid-forties, well-dressed but barely concealing a level of weariness that she carried like a physical burden was standing by the counter looking for a place to sit.
She scanned the diner and found that the only seat available was across from me. Our eyes met and I could see the hesitation, that she would normally not sit across from a stranger in a crowded diner, but she could sense something in my calm gaze. I also saw her true identity flash into my mind as if I had known her since before she was born.
Her name was Sharon Batterson. Her only daughter, Karen, had committed suicide without explanation four years earlier. She had been struggling to cope in her daughter’s absence and the subsequent disintegration of her marriage. And I saw that she was going to die in five minutes from the aneurism that has been lying in wait for three years.
She hesitantly approaches my table and asks, “Is—is anyone sitting here?”
“No. I was saving it for you.”
She laughs a polite but nervous laugh as she sits down. I sip at my cup of coffee and realize that it is the last thing I will taste before I leave this world for good. I take another prolonged sip, savoring the rich, bitter taste.
“Karen wants you to know that she is sorry, Sharon.”
I can see the confusion and even the fear in her eyes as she stops with her sandwich only a few inches from her mouth. I can hear the unasked questions vying for a voice as she struggles to make sense of what I have just told her. There isn’t much time, so I place my hand on hers and grip her fingers in what I hope she takes to be reassurance.
“I met Karen hitchhiking outside of Hastings, Michigan not too long ago and she told me tell you that she is sorry. I know you’re confused, Sharon, but this will all make sense to you in a few minutes.”
I could see the understanding in her eyes at the same moment I could see the aneurism burst. As the light suddenly faded from her eyes, I saw a brilliant flash of white light and I left this world.